Alone Now...

deep in thought

Feelings of loneliness

Yet excitedness for the new to come

Why? Who knows.

Yellow paint...hmm

Time to paint the bedroom

Why? I ask.

Feelings of intrusion, invasion...

from a stranger from the past

37 years!  MY GAWD!

Comfortable just taking time

Right here on my living room couch

Don't feel like talking

or dealing with any human being

Yet needing that touch, that communication

Text?  Maybe...

Speech.. Maybe

only a short time

Peach sticks in my mind

Is that the key?

Still, nice to not have to go anywhere

not to have to go to get ready for ..ugh

what's that word?  Ah yes.."work"

Comfortable now, but solemn

Quiet still all around

Calmness

Ah..excitement

for all the things I can do myself

on my own

without any hassle

Free... to do what I want.

That is the key

The reason... for excitedness

I can drive

I can speak

I can hear

I can see

I can dance

Alone but free

August 2012